​This is to remember My son Alfie, who was down syndrome I knew before he was born but regardless of the advice to abort just because of downs I loved and still love My tiny little man.
Alfie who was born 16 weeks early fought for life every step of the way in neonatal for 8 weeks before I had to make the most devastating decision of turning his machines off and having to let go of My lil man Alfie who I love beyond words.
Steroids meant to help him off the oxygen and onto cpap stopped his brain growth in the last week before I had to let him go.

"Mummy brought him Into the world and mummy was the one to take him out of it"

I wasn't letting anyone take my boy out of the world only me. so I decided my precious boy should be in mummys arms warm loved and more precious than anything in the world. I had to ask nurse to remove his oxy tube rather than him suffer without medicines & pain relief and not rescusitated. Doctors gave option for us to think for 2 days but no way was I letting my boy suffer or die alone without mummy, so the moment I was told i made the decision to let him go that same day, Alfies dad came to be with us after he finished work. It was the hardest thing I have ever endured. Having to watch My baby boy struggle to breathe and I couldn't do a thing about it, the visions are permanently etched in my mind life is so unfair especially to my poor beautiful boy.

He was and is my miracle baby I waited 19 years for only to lose him after his brave battle to try and stay with his mummy and sisters xxx

Alfie will never be forgotten, This page is for donations to the BLISS charity who were along side us at the neonatal unit, to help others the same as Alfie.

If I reach £5000 Alfie will have a star named after him in remberance, which we would love dearly!

So friends, family whoever you may be please dig deep and SHARE THIS PAGE PLEASE.

A MILLION THANKS AISHA & GIRLS xxxXXXxxx