Hey.my little precious,.. miss u so much my heart is actually broke. Cant believe how 4 years have passed yet still it only seems I was happiest mummy in the world not long ago and now im so sad, finding it hard to cope in the world without you son...my brave face i keep for everyone is slowly vanishing, wish I could hold u and kiss your fab mini face, havent stopped thinking of u today 4yrs ago I had u in my hands and lost you all in one night :( devestated alfie boy, mummy loves you always and more... one day ill see u again..well I hope so, love hugs and my all sent to u today son xxxxxxx