Thinking about you so much my little man, I just want to cry all the time I miss you so much, they say time heals.....but it doesn't I want you with me where you belong, id gladly give my life for just a single minute with you, to hold you once more my beautiful boy, so heartbroken 💔 without you son, you were my world and still are, I wish mummy could visit you or you visit me Alf, this heartache is so hard to live with I don't know how much more I can take, it's you're 2nd birthday in a couple of weeks I'm utterly Devestated son. I just want amd need you with me, MUMMY LOVES YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING MY BEAUTIFUL BOY XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX